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The Tale of the Lost Dance of the Golden Light

Imagine a whole magical sacred sphere of pulsing golden bright light
that is a unique multidimensional universe by it self it never left something out of sight

Everything included nothing no-being left out
This is what that self governed system of love & care is all about

It has its own high advanced positive frequency setting and electric communication network and its designed to only answers to its direct self,
To always keep it in its perfect health

a very special particular advanced way of being,
That naturally was, is and will always be, self freeing

That purity is so bright
It creates in its full delight

expressing and experiencing itself through its own reflected bright shining light
As this is and always will be its divine right

it contains everything.. wholey and complete,
In the lullaby of the universal heart beat

just dancing seamlessly with all of itself
in the wonder of love, what we call life

Normally nothing else can enter that holy sphere
As it is only right now right here

Nothing that isn't made out of that same high frequency setting.
Because yeah, there is No thing there combatting

A silence so alive
It contains all the abundance to thrive

Everything so held by this holy embrace of care
You couldn't imagine some lights would accept anything else, they wouldn't dare

But it happened either way
And this stupidity disrupted every lightbodies stay

Something from outside that is not of that high positive frequency set up, but a whole different one,
Got aware of this very spacial place and here it all begun

It found a way In,
And made everything spin

(Its a very special sphere you know.. Things just want to get in..)

With advanced high technology of its own,
It sort of duplicated that fabric of that magical sphere, like sort of a clone

only made out of a whole different technology set up with its own unique way of being,
transparent for no ones eyes seeing,

it was being placed deep within, to float around.
In the hope it would find somewhere solid ground

Slowly this started broadcasting another bandwidth into that wholy space of bodily light,
causing interference and distortion in the sacred sphere of the pulsing light so bright

The sphere of pulsing bright light, innocently picked it up as itself..

as you know..
It has its own unique rhythm & flow

normally nothing else can enter its space
as it always only answers to its own wholey embrace.

This reduced the quality of the electric high frequency signal high way and dimmed a bit of its light..
It effected its performance in the way it communicate with its own self.. and that other thing started behaving like a parasite

Without realising it started listening to that something else, mistakenly accepting as if it was itself..

A misconception resulting of that different frequency setting,
doing its thing, floating in the space, that made the light forgetting

With this, that other thing, could get solidity through that bodily light
Now that bodily light was answering to that other thing, Its own was suddenly out of sight

It entered in a whole different reality set up that has nothing to do with its own
And It started to feel so deeply alone

Everything started to change..
and it felt oh so very very different and strange

It was as its world was suddenly turned upside down
And it start feeling as if it was about to drawn

It didn't realise it was not its own
and it just got massively overgrown

It was a completely other type of dance
that anyhow never had any chance

That went on for a while with no success..
it actually made a whole huge big utter mess..

That pulse of light behaved in ways it never did before..
And that was felt deep within its core

That pulsing light felt so out of tune
It became homesick for its own cocoon

it just couldn't get it right..
That rhythm it was trying to follow was not pulsing the same light

it felt lost and depressed
As if it was just totally possessed

The noises didn't stop that were spinning around
Those vibrations were just too intense and profound

It felt like drowning paddling to barely survive
Almost lost the joy of the magic to be alive

Was it always like this..? it couldn't remember
But there was this loving pulse inviting it to surrender

That deep longing started to accumulate from deep inside
As it start feeling it was participating in some sort of its own genocide

It was looking in the shadow for its own echo of light,
Looking in every corner, trying everything on the outside

Not realising it was just wondering around in a totally different place
Like keep on looping in circles in the same weird cold meaningless empty space

Then suddenly, something changed..
As if a whole lot was being rearranged

that longing of belonging inside
That started to pulse a brighter stronger light

Suddenly it became so incredible bright
It started to recognise its own golden light

It wasn't so sure in the beginning
As every thing inside out started spinning

Now that something else was loosing its grip
And it knew everything was about to flip

So it made a whole fuzz screaming it out so loud
As it feeds on that light it cannot survive without

But it was already too late
Something deep in the sacred sphere reactivate

Even though in the last attempted fighting for its own survival of having the full attention
Its design belongs to another dimension

that other thing was kicking and screaming
But that pulsing light saw clearly its own bright light beaming

Suddenly it had found its way back
It realised it just got completely off track

It was never lost to begin with
That was just part of a whole other myth

Now it reunited and reclaimed its own light
What was even more powerful and so freaking beautiful bright

It started dancing like never before
It was on fire, celebrating, as now it has so much more to explore

As always here, nature ultimately decides
about what materialises in this paradise

Everything started to realign with that
It would forever remember not to answer to something else instead

There was nothing that could hold it back anymore
It was now completely devoted only answering directly to its own core every time more

Maybe other things of something else could temporarily still float in the bright space
It just didn't matter, everything is anyhow hold in this universe eternal love embrace

That other thing, never intended to do anything wrong
It was just being itself, playing its own song

Being placed there itself, in that magical sacred spheric light space
Where those 2 just got interlaced

But now everything is sorting itself out
It doesn't matter if something els is floating out and about

There is no need for anything, not even a fight
For ones and for all it keeps on answering only to its own golden light

All fully anchored right now in this only one reality right here
That that whole loving universe powered up a another gear

Only dancing on the heartbeat of its own infinite unique song
What ever more is there, will go back automatically to where those belong

The rising of the eternal suns
As all the luminescence beings are the wholey ones

This is the paradise of loves golden illumines bright lights
We are here together…… dancing the embodiment of our birth rights

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Nourishing our Inner Garden

Have you been able to listen so deeply to your own inner garden?
Have you heard the wholyness of your being talking to you in ways that are so unique to you, all of the time?
Are we listening to the silence that speaks more then thousand words?
the texture,
the feeling,
the vibration
the sensation,
the light,
maybe even the smell and taste,
that sometimes passes by,
the nothingness that's so alive?

That's all pulsing in that dance of silence

This is the key…

To go completely in and to the heart of silence in your own being..

Have you noticed that something else is in there
that has invaded our holy space?

It found a hole in the fence that was hidden in the shadow, for us to see and crept in and started floating around, waiting to be heard… The echo of its stories suddenly reverberating through our inner space, trying to seduce and intoxicate us for it to lash on.

We started to pick that up and by accident started listening to that more, instead of to the language of our own light being, the sound of our true nature.
We mistakenly started to assume that that is part of ourselves.
And dimmed our light.

We were not able anymore to see or feel the difference between what belongs in our inner garden and what does not… because it all happened so deviously.

The moment it got hold of our attention, accepting with this its existence, it took root in the soil of our inner garden and hatched onto our body and solidified into this reality and took over ..

It's hard to catch. It's very fast. It knows the weak spots and uses them to plant its roots there as it starts mingling and intertwining throughout our own inner garden, so sneakily that we totally miss it.

It needs and feeds on our attention, our light and our body

Like a weed that is so invasive, the moment we started listening to it as if it were our own, it fiercely took over and started to stick onto everything that is there, inside out, like a thick dense greasy layer, consuming our light.

We could barely hear anymore the wholyness of our own being speaking directly to us. And even if we did pick it up, we swopped over instantly to that other thing, as it became so loud and we gave our power away, for that to be in control either way.

We started living in its repeating, persuasive, persistent stories, experiencing a whole other reality setup as if it were true and happening.

That is far from true .. but it feels so damn real either way.

It's only very real in the stories drifting in the mind, which suddenly had become our new temporary home where we started dwelling, instead of our own garden home.

But that has nothing to do with what is actually happening in this one reality, which is right here, right now.

As we merged with that, we started seeing reality through a distorted lens of separation.
It just turned the wheel
And we forgot our wholyness … even though it's always here.

Here there comes in this crack that separates and all its trouble that comes out of that..
Our behaviours and actions now come from the source of separation instead of from love. We start to vomit that upon everything and everyone in our close environment, wherever it has the chance ..

We aren't able to meet anyone anymore, including ourselves, when we are being possessed by this.

Not because we are separated, but because by accident we have chosen something else, that is separate from us. And we have started to unconsciously nourish that instead.

We have been participating unintentionally in causing so much harm to this planet and all beings including ourselves..

We don't even realise .. till we do…

Not to go into blame.. as this is another juicy story of that other source for us to fall into… but instead for us to recognise what has happened, how it works, its mechanics, its flavour and most importantly how to reconnect back into our own inner garden, to see how nature works and to realign with that.

So it can be turned around!

Instead of blaming anyone anymore, including ourselves, the field of true compassion is being opened. We can't help that it happened. It's nothing personal.

Again, we are never separated from what we are, but we do live separately from what we are not… and that is what we can feel.

It's a spell .. we have been fooled.

The only thing we need to do is to come back, take our time, reconnect with the silence that is always present, waiting for us to rejoin.

Dedicate yourself to only listen to your own inner garden and nothing else..

We start to take full responsibility and to take back healthy control

What are we nourishing and feeding .. ?
Whatever we give attention to, that will grow…
Nature's response is instantaneous.

Checking in constantly with what we are aligning with is so important.
It doesn't matter if something else is there floating through our inner space.
It is just doing its thing, like clouds passing by..
being exactly what it is designed to be ..
Let it be … don't pay attention..
Our inner garden needs our full attention and nothing else,
this is how we are designed to be.

It is the garden of love itself,
so, so precious.

That is what this reality here is all about.

Landing fully here all together, deeply grounded in this fertile soil of love,
we are beings of love.

So come and listen so deeply to the silence of your own being, that's so alive. Emerge with it. Become familiar again with that substance, that fabric, that is pulsing so deeply throughout time and space.

We know it oh so very well..
Its here, always was and always will be ..
It's what we are and what we are made of.

Become one with that, reunite …..
so deeply.

By getting more and familiar with the fabric of our inner garden, we will sense and notice everything else that is not of that fabric.

Then we can navigate that so much more easily, because we know that when there is something floating in the space that doesn't belong here, that we don't give it attention, but let it float sing scream shittychat away.

We just need to keep answering to our own being in line with nature,
step after step.

Being that !! Seamless!! Not letting anything or anyone interfere and block our sun.

Let yourself be fulfilled with the love of your own being.
Where all the gaps and shadows in your inner garden will be overflown with light!!
Nowhere to hide anymore
And with this the whole fabric of materialisation will start to shift and change around us, to match that deep change we just made inside.

You will see clearly
You will hear sharply
You will listen deeply
You will love fiercely
You will hold everything and everyone in an embrace
And act accordingly out of the heartbeat of love from your own being
Everything will be transparent
Nothing will be left out anymore
Everything, everyone included

Your body becomes a precise tuning fork
Your spine straightening
Your presence more and more rooted here
Your light and fire burning like never before

Everything is already here and complete
You are already whole!!!

❧

We don't need to go against anything that doesn't belong here and try to take it out .. it will just feed on the light of our attention ..
We gave it life by accepting it's here and started interfering with it so it could interfere with us and take over..

With this deep change we made our life starts to reorganise to match this new frequency setup ..

And with this we actually materialise this new world, this new way of being, into existence, what we feel so deeply in our hearts. We don't allow anything in anymore that doesn't resonate with the same frequency as our inner garden..

It can mean big changes and saying goodbye to many things and people in our lives..
Let nature do what it needs to do, don't try to hold on, it will fall away anyhow..

Relax into it

Surrender to it..

Whatever or whoever needs to be with us will stay or will come naturally to us,
The rest will just find its way somewhere else ..

It is all ok

We just need to keep on being ourselves and fully dedicate to that.

When we get more and more united with the feeling of our own being, our deep connection with that, than we will recognise when something is there that isn't from the same frequency setup. And that just doesnt belong there.

What we do is we keep on answering only to our own being.
You will see that whatever has invaded will be taken out naturally in the light of our own being..

It can't survive without our attention. It needs our light to feed on and to have a body to have a hold here in this reality …
It dries out when our light shines fully on it, not by giving it attention so it can feed off it, but by being fluidly ourselves, answering only to our inner garden ..

It just gets blinded by that light and will die off .. it cant survive in the light..
It survives off our light

The root just comes out and it will draw back and undo its spaghetti the same way in which it came in the first place..
And when that happens directly the holes in the fence that where previously hidden in the shadow are being closed off.

Nature takes care of it all.. What doesn't belong doesn't belong.
We just have to constantly align with that and the rest will sort itself out.
We will see how instant it is and how abundance is always present and alive,
how directly our garden will be growing shining blooming and flowering so bright ..
its vibrating stronger then ever!!!

The moment our inner garden reveals its all to us and everything is being readjusted, it will ripple out.

The brightness of us will help others.

We will be with so much compassion, as we start to recognise whenever there is a different fabric present in the space, when that other source has temporarily taken over another being that we are dealing with …. it can never be personal …

It doesn't matter if we notice something else is drifting in our own inner space or floating around outside trying to hitch on and take as much with it as it can..
We are here, able to see the whole, where everything is included.

Whatever happens, don't interfere.
The bright light is where that other source can liberate itself..
Stay deeply connected with your own source, only answering to that. And let nature sort it all out.

That is what we are
These luminous light beings of love

Let this universe of love clean it all out,
let nature do its job.
And let us be fluidly ourselves in line with that.

We are loved so deeply in the embrace of this existence

This is not about only nourishing our own inner garden.
By nourishing so devotedly our inner garden
it will be reflected out

This whole universe is the garden

the garden of love

xx

❤

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Wanting Change, but Not Wanting to Change

Sometimes waves of sorrow and powerlessness come streaming right through me. How on earth are we going to do this? How do we ever get out of this system we’ve all become so entangled with? So much unnecessary suffering, despair and frustration — and, again and again, people set against one another. Animals suffering, nature being destroyed..

People don’t want to change. And the mantras that keep us passive echo through everything. Is there still hope? Deep inside I feel the fire, and I feel the answer. And yet, again and again, I feel that same wave.

We cannot change another. But we can change ourselves. And that is exactly what we so long to see in the world — the embodiment itself. It takes strength to stay connected here, to keep standing in this reality with what truly is — not with what is made of it — while we are constantly confronted with situations and people who function through something else entirely, and who keep wandering there. How do you do that — and how do you keep doing it, without it draining you empty? And how do we do it when we are so often already so tired?

How do we stay connected with ourselves and with what is, while dealing with what is not real but keeps being slipped in between — and with a system we keep pointing at as though it were something external, yet which we ourselves, with our own hands, keep upholding and keep building? We all want something different — so why do we keep choosing precisely that which leads to the place we absolutely do not want to end up.. our greatest fear? And still we keep choosing it, or accepting it — the very thing that pulls the strap tighter around our neck.

We are constantly handed choices of “it’s either this or that”: left or right, X or Y, whatever it may be. And we become so focused, as if those are the only choices. But we don’t realise that these choices were handed to us — choices that did not arise from within ourselves. We can’t even see that we don’t even have to choose from what is put before us. Nice, A and B, and maybe even C and D.. but no, thank you. We don’t have to choose from things we never chose ourselves. There is always another choice — one that doesn’t lie among the choices we’ve been given.

The mantras astonish me every time. We can’t do without the system. It’s too big. It’s compulsory, so we have no choice. I’m just doing my job. A system is simply supposed to run on money. Who else will collect the rubbish and repair the streets? We are so used to living this way, and so steeped in the belief that it simply cannot be otherwise. There is always an excuse not to do something. We would rather suffer — because we know how that feels, because we are used to it — than change and not know what it will look like then. That fear of not-knowing.

But the new world is already here. It has never left; we simply can no longer see it. Everything is stuck to prices, to the belief that it is money that makes everything turn. But it is not the money — it is our hands, our deeds, our actions. We can no longer see the real value: of the moment, of each other, of ourselves, of the abundance of nature that just keeps giving unconditionally. We are part of that — we do not stand apart from it. But that awareness, that realisation of its meaning, just cannot really land. What does such a world look like, then? As if it isn’t here yet… while it already is. Everywhere.

This system that we know does not want that, and does everything it can to suppress that creative force — so that we have no time, and don’t believe in it, so it can just keep on turning. For the system we are now so interwoven with runs on profit and turnover — on war, suffering and fear. The moment we do recognise ourselves, one another and nature, and step into our own strength, and the illusion that we are stuck and dependent falls away.. then, all at once, a bomb arises there — not the destructive one, but the bomb of love. For then it no longer runs on a system that walks over corpses, excludes, and is about surviving, but on love, equality, connection and coming together, where it is about living.

But the creative force is what we are. We can reconnect with it, and let that energy flow through us more and more. There is so much beauty around us. It is hard to see through all the misery and difficulty we have to deal with — but it is there. Drink it in, into your whole being, so that you see it more and more: within you, and outside of you.

What impresses me so deeply is the strength of the human being. You see it precisely when life tears open — in need, in loss, when everything falls away. Then people come together. Children play among the rubble of a destroyed village, while everywhere hands are clearing and rebuilding. And straight through all the pain and grief, love keeps flowing, and we come together — in that moment there is no room for anything else to come in between.

Everywhere there is need, you see it happen: people come from far and wide, with everything they have — their hands, their belongings, their time, whatever is needed. They get nothing for it. It is the deep impulse of their heart that sets them in motion, because with what they have they can mean something, right where it counts. Suddenly no one thinks about money anymore — even though it can be used to make things happen; it no longer stands in between, it is put to good use. All that matters then is that one question: how can we help? There, no separation remains, but a bond. What connects us is humanity itself. Love. Someone feels moved to help, even if it can cost them everything — sometimes even their own life. Not because it yields anything, but because it is of value and their heart asks for it. There is no money in between. There is only heart.

In the extreme, that suddenly falls away. Then people come together with everything they have — or precisely when they have nothing at all (and everything in between): whether that is materials, their own hands, a space, food, shelter, or whatever it may be.

And it doesn’t only happen in disaster. When we get to unburden our heart to someone and are truly heard, we find that self-evident — while another charges an hourly rate for it. I’m not saying one is better than the other. I only want us to see how much is given, by ourselves and by others. That you’re suddenly out walking and can eat figs from a tree — wow, what abundance. And a little further on someone is picking pears and just hands you a bag — simply because they feel it. Wow, what gratitude. While another asks money for it.

Someone who jumps up to help an older woman push her shopping cart up the hill — wow. Someone who smiles at you and gives you a look of recognition. Someone hitchhiking by the roadside, whom you take along. Looking up at the sky while the stars are twinkling. A friend who gives you a pastry she has just baked. That delicious lemonade, made from the lemons in your mother’s garden. Your heart beating, and the air you breathe in. And so it goes on.. it is here, and it has never been gone.

The free giving and free receiving is already what happens around us every day. A natural flow that only grows greater as you connect with it — openly, without any expectation of return. How could it be otherwise, when giving and receiving are already ceaselessly in motion? And that creates a coming-together of such strength, precisely because it is based on love and compassion, and not on fear and control.

The irony in extreme situations is that the head has no time to busy itself with nonsense. You simply act, directly from what is needed. And that is an immense freedom. But we don’t have to wait until we’re in such a disaster. We can be that change now. And what is also so typical: afterwards we often forget it again, fall back into old habits, let all sorts of things come in between again, and lose sight of the real value once more. How can we make this last? How can the pattern of that one system be broken, so that we reconnect with the natural state of being?

And just look at how much there already is. There are already so many sustainable ways — clean energy, cars that run on water or in other ways; just to name a few, and we can find many more. But much of it is held back. Because the moment we become more self-sufficient and more sustainable, it is no longer interesting — money-wise. And so it is suppressed. But just look at how much we do have — that is enormous! If we let it flow among one another now, where it is needed, then we live in abundance — where money can play a role, but not the leading one; at most a small supporting part, where it can serve all and everyone. Then it no longer matters whether someone has nothing or a whole lot — and everything in between. We no longer have to fall short of anything, all and everyone included. Wealth then takes on a wholly different form than something stuck to money: the wealth of coming together as equals. Not for what you own or what status or title — just you and me, the human being who stands naked beneath it all.

The human being is a creative being, made to live and to create. That too is a natural given, with no money in between: people are driven from within by ideas that just arise — brilliant flashes to make the world more beautiful in whatever way. Imagine what we could build with everything there is — all the knowledge, all the techniques, even AI — if we use it for good. Perhaps we will find ways so that there is no more waste as we know it now; where rules come that protect the water; so that waters purify themselves again and nothing toxic ends up in the rivers and the seas anymore.

There is enough food for the whole world. No one has to go hungry. That has nothing to do with money, but with hands, hearts and coming together.

Do we truly want to change? Because if we want it better, we ought to make better choices too. If we don’t want control, we ought to make choices that align with freedom. And yes — that means letting some things go, whether temporarily or altogether. Breaking a pattern takes energy and dedication. Sometimes it’s not about what the head wants, but about doing what is right. And yes, that takes strength — inner strength, and guts. You can begin with it now, or wait until you are forced to make one of the most important decisions of your life.

There comes a point where every human being has to choose. Whether you want to or not. You can choose now — you don’t have to wait. And funnily enough, in every moment a choice is waiting.. it is offered to you again and again. Don’t wait for someone else to do it for you, nor until others do it too. No one can do it for you; a system out there is not going to solve it for you, because it does not have the same interest. It is us. Each of us who may leave things where they belong, and may initiate new movements. That is why we are so important — everyone, each and every one. Step into your strength, and be the change yourself.

You are not alone. There are already a great many standing beside you.

❤

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Pluck the Name Away to Come Back to Your Being

Pluck away all the names and titles — whether it’s the name of a race, a faith, a country, a first name, a title: father, mother, beloved, farmer, white, black — take it all away, and the same thing always remains: a human. A being. No one can hide behind a title or any name. You can try, but it comes back to your own face, because underneath every role stands you.

What are we made to believe? That everyone is different, that one thing is good and the other bad. And also the other way, more the New Age side: that colour is an illusion, that you can only be one once you think the difference away. But colour is there. Form is there. The illusion is that you should think something away — when it is precisely about seeing what truly is. And it is exactly that multiplicity and diversity that is the wonder. We are not the same despite the difference — we are one at the source, and infinitely different at the surface, and that does not make the first any less true.

We are so focused on what discrimination is, that we cannot see that it happens all the time.. right through the everyday. Either we ourselves cast ideas, stories, ideals, assumptions and judgements onto another — or we hide behind them ourselves..

Plant a thousand lemon trees. Each tree different, each itself — one full of fruit, another quiet. They may all give the same fruit, but not one is the same. In the plant kingdom there are so many different wonders that simply are themselves, not busy changing another or making themselves different. Only the human does that madness. They live in perfect harmony with what they are, and with the space in which they live, connected with everything that is and happens within it. It just is. Take the name away, and there stands a being, born from the same ground. Exactly like us. They function differently than the human in the human kingdom, and animals in the animal kingdom — but that does not mean they don’t come from the same source, or that we are more or less.

An animal: exactly the same. So many different beauties on this planet, in this animal kingdom. It looks different and functions differently again — but even every human functions differently; each has their own unique way of being. The heart beats by itself; the life that is given, in whatever way, works by itself. A bird is a bird and dances its dance the way only a bird can — each in its own unique way.

Two people side by side, alike, never the same — both with eyes, hands, a beating heart. The difference was never the problem. The problem is the names and meanings we have come to hold as truth, until the name weighed heavier than the being in front of us — and then separation set in, in word and in deed.

A child does not see that. It still stands in wonder, in the marvel of all that is. We haven’t lost it because it is gone — we have covered it. It is still there, beneath everything.

And it is, again and again, a choice, in every moment: wholeness or separateness. Wellbeing or suffering. Do you see the name, or do you see the being? Do you keep hiding behind a name, a title, your work — or do you go deeper, to where everything and everyone is equal again? We are the space in which everything takes place. If you really let this sink deep into your being, then this alone is the greatest wonder: that we get to experience it this way. If everything takes place within who or what we are — how then can there be separation, despite the many differences?

Everything and everyone is different, again and again — but where can we find one another again? Precisely there, where difference and unity are whole once more, and not separated.

Enjoy all that we are able to perceive! The diversity and the variation make everything and everyone so special — the uniqueness of each being. It is all a part of us, not something apart from us; we are looking at ourselves. When we look through the multiplicity, then we stand together, and no one is more or less — not a single being. Everything has the same worth and the same right to life.

We are all beings of love. And my wish is that we may all, together, here, now, arrive once more in this reality.

With love,
Nuna

❤